August 10, 2007We're expecting a baby, a bundle of joy; a very special gift from God, be it a girl or boy!
a closer peek!
August 7, 2007
Current Mood: Excited, hopeful, loved!
unveiled... it's a baby girl! our baby has been making a lot of movements these days! I feel like the baby is learning how to swim in different strokes inside my tummy! Sometimes it feels quite strange and uncomfortable but I love to feel the movements. Each movement tells me "I am here mommy, alive and healthy!" it's truly amazing!
August 3, 2007 - we went to Asian Hospital for the 4D ultrasound. We made an early appointment with Dra. De Jesus. I had to drink a lot of water in preparation for this.
August 3, 2007 - we went to Asian Hospital for the 4D ultrasound. We made an early appointment with Dra. De Jesus. I had to drink a lot of water in preparation for this.
needing a breakthrough
July 12, 2007Current Mood: Heavy and sleepy
It's been a month since my last post. Well I've been through a lot for the past weeks. I just proved that life still puts you on a series of ups and downs regardless of your sensitive condition. Yes I am pregnant but this doesn't exempt me from experiencing stress, bustles and nuisance! I don't want to mention them one by one because that would only make me feel less OK. The most important thing for now is that I've successfully turned the situation into something good. All is well and I know that in everything that comes my way, a lot of effort is needed to compose myself, ease off and decisively control my temper! I realized I need to remain calm most of the time because the tension affects my baby! The baby's movements become rapid and strong whenever I feel uneasy and furious. I am most concerned of this. I should try my best to react positively. This post a great challenge for me. I am not used to being naive or unaffected. I am very passionate with things that concern my family and work. But I should learn to prioritize concerns. Our baby should come first! I put my best efforts to keep this life within me safe, strong and healthy - physically, emotionally, spiritually! There are no trade offs when it comes to this. I think this resolves most of the concerns that bother me.
sharing my thoughts
June 6, 2007
My Current Mood: Relieved
It was last year when I made an important decision in my life. I decided to marry Bil and start a family with him. I let go of other things and focused my energy on this goal. I believe this is the decision that supports my highest values, and will make me the happiest both now and in the future. I feel that more fulfillment and joy await me.
Responsible parenthood seems to be the most challenging word for me nowadays! While I admit the fact that there is no school that offers a course on effective parenting, no formal trainings are provided to prepare parents to be before they assume such great responsibility, I am still confident that with an open heart and mind, one can measure up to the challenge.
I may have a little background on this – being a psychology grad, having practiced the profession for a number of years in the school setting, having attended varied seminars on parenting, having read books, and most importantly, being a witness of the ways my own parents reared me. These are not enough but I am taking my time, savoring the days as it unfolds inch by inch the multifaceted world of parenthood.
chilling out with colds
June 1, 2007
My current mood: mellow, sick & worried
My current mood: mellow, sick & worried
It’s hard to feel this way – sick and uncomfortable. For five days now, I have suffered from colds. Now I have terrible sore throat. I can barely tolerate the pain. I cannot take any medication because it might affect the baby. I am also thinking that my condition is somehow affecting my little one inside. I hope to get well soon. I’ll be resting for the whole weekend. Vitamin C, Centrum, fruit juices, lots of water, fruits seem not enough because for five days I did not feel any improvement at all. I pray to Jesus to please take away this virus. I pray that my baby will be protected.
little bil or little tonetski?
May 25, 2007
Current Mood: mellow & loved
Is it a boy or a girl? believe me, I cannot count the number of times I've heard this question from friends, relatives and colleagues. Bil and I are definitely excited to know the answer to this question. Hopefully, this Tuesday, on my pre-natal check-up, through an ultrasound scan, we will know if it's going to be a little bil or little tonski! We are planning to start buying things from the "baby needs checklist". I believe is the best time to accomplish this because at this stage of my pregnancy, I feel pretty good especially during the day! I thank God for all the blessings that come our way. We pray every night for the good health of our baby, for safe pregnancy and delivery. Each night the Lord encourages me in a special way so I can lessen my fears and worries. My special novenas help me to depend more on the will of God. My dependence on Him makes me appreciate things which which I often neglect in the past - a good night sleep, a clean bedsheet, huggable big pillows, good breakfast, fruits and juices, friendly smile, text or forwards from a dear friend, the elevator, light workload, and many more.
Current Mood: mellow & loved
Is it a boy or a girl? believe me, I cannot count the number of times I've heard this question from friends, relatives and colleagues. Bil and I are definitely excited to know the answer to this question. Hopefully, this Tuesday, on my pre-natal check-up, through an ultrasound scan, we will know if it's going to be a little bil or little tonski! We are planning to start buying things from the "baby needs checklist". I believe is the best time to accomplish this because at this stage of my pregnancy, I feel pretty good especially during the day! I thank God for all the blessings that come our way. We pray every night for the good health of our baby, for safe pregnancy and delivery. Each night the Lord encourages me in a special way so I can lessen my fears and worries. My special novenas help me to depend more on the will of God. My dependence on Him makes me appreciate things which which I often neglect in the past - a good night sleep, a clean bedsheet, huggable big pillows, good breakfast, fruits and juices, friendly smile, text or forwards from a dear friend, the elevator, light workload, and many more.
getting the balance
May 22, 2007
Current Mood: Reflective
I make sure I feel my days with laughter, giggles and fill my mind with positive thoughts because I know that this effort generates a feeling of well-being and happiness. But honestly, even if I try to keep myself from the negatives, I still find myself feeling down at times. I am becoming too sensitive and can be classified as a crybaby. Fear sets in and it is accompanied by varied emotions and feelings! It's quite hard to keep the balance. I just acknowledge the fact that this is the moment of my life when I find myself needing and wanting a lot of emotional and physical support. The constant reassurances from my husband make me feel secure and happy.
Amidst the negatives, I consider myself lucky because of the convenience and comfort that I am experiencing while being pregnant! And mostly I thank God and my family for being able to enjoy my journey through pregnancy. Let me just write them down so I can always remember the sweetness and comfort: I am able to eat the food that I want, able to have more time for sleep and relaxation, able to wake up and see breakfast ready on my table, enjoy a warm bath, be in a clean and nice bathroom (it eases the feeling of throwing up), choose and wear dresses I like, enjoy my weekends like a princess, able to watch movies I like, able to play my music, able to spend time with friends, able to find time to write my journal, able to have time for prayer, able to read good books, enjoy the privileges of being a kerygma family member (this one helps me deepen my personal relationship with God), and many many more.
my little baby belly
May 15, 2007
my current mood: Good
my little baby belly is now showing and i just enjoy dressing up the maternity way! for many years now, i was used to wearing pants and blouses! i am definitely changing my line of clothing! am starting to fill my closet with dresses that come in varied colors, designs and styles! my hubby loves to see me wearing them and i for one love it because it makes me feel so proud to be an expecting mom! from the time i knew i was preggy, i've always been proud and happy to tell people of my condition. i was the one spreading the good news to family, friends, officemates, and relatives. The confidence i have in me makes me feel better every passing day!
here comes the aches
May 10, 2007
my current mood: Uncomfortablethis morning im beginning to feel the symptoms of "round ligament pain" - i have bellyaches, there is pain in my lower abdomen. This is due to stretched ligaments and muscles that support my ever-growing uterus! My baby is really getting bigger and this is the moment I have been waiting for. I keep on looking at my abdomen, anticipating the time when I can really feel there is something inside me... Now am in a maternity dress and I feel good. When people look at me, they know right away that I am preggy and as a proud mom to be, i do feel good about it!
what an appetite!
May 9, 2007
my current mood: Sleepy
my current mood: Sleepy
this is the time when i really feel so sleepy and hungry all the time. i eat a lot and im not that choosy anymore! i guess my appetite is back and it has gotten stronger! But soon i know i have to put control on this. I haven't exercised for four months now. I don't want to put on too much weight. I just want to make sure that I eat something healthy because my baby needs it. I take my vitamins religiously and I am planning to do a lot of walking as the weeks go by.
first move
May 7, 2007
Present Mood: Calm
it was a strange feeling but i think i felt my baby move! i am eager to call my beb so i can share with him the feeling! I feel light and cheerful today. As the days come I want to keep feeling this way. I take things one step at a time. I dont want to put a lot of pressure in my life right now whether it concerns my work or personal life. I pray a lot and it helps me cope well with my situation and the environment I am in.
Present Mood: Calm
it was a strange feeling but i think i felt my baby move! i am eager to call my beb so i can share with him the feeling! I feel light and cheerful today. As the days come I want to keep feeling this way. I take things one step at a time. I dont want to put a lot of pressure in my life right now whether it concerns my work or personal life. I pray a lot and it helps me cope well with my situation and the environment I am in.
coping with the common troubles of pregnancy!
March 1, 2007
For the past 8 weeks, I've been trying to cope with the common troubles of pregnancy - nausea, throwing up, headache, stomach pain, back pain, low appetite, super sensitive sense of smell, and many more inconveniences! I feel terribly weak! However, the good thing is that I'm not becoming irritable and moody. I can still manage my mood and I find myself feeling positive and happy most of the time (but I do complain a lot hehehe!) I just feel so thankful to have a very supportive, patient, and kind hubby! He's been helping me cope with all the changes and physical discomfort.
The hardest and most unusual thing to feel is the loss of appetite. It's strange how I begin to dislike things which I normally like for so many years now. I like spicy food but can hardly tolerate the taste of pepper and spice now. Kare-kare is one of my fave dishes but I feel like throwing up with just the thought of it. Since college days, I do not prefer cold water. I usually like the taste of hot and warm water. Now, I can't drink hot beverages... I go for super cold water and juices.
For the past 8 weeks, I've been trying to cope with the common troubles of pregnancy - nausea, throwing up, headache, stomach pain, back pain, low appetite, super sensitive sense of smell, and many more inconveniences! I feel terribly weak! However, the good thing is that I'm not becoming irritable and moody. I can still manage my mood and I find myself feeling positive and happy most of the time (but I do complain a lot hehehe!) I just feel so thankful to have a very supportive, patient, and kind hubby! He's been helping me cope with all the changes and physical discomfort.
The hardest and most unusual thing to feel is the loss of appetite. It's strange how I begin to dislike things which I normally like for so many years now. I like spicy food but can hardly tolerate the taste of pepper and spice now. Kare-kare is one of my fave dishes but I feel like throwing up with just the thought of it. Since college days, I do not prefer cold water. I usually like the taste of hot and warm water. Now, I can't drink hot beverages... I go for super cold water and juices.
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